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Wait a minute. I just re-read my entry from the 9th and I said the exact opposite of what I just posted. It actually made me feel a little better and got me wondering why I feel so different this week, what has changed? I definitely know. It was a big change, a scary step that forced me to face some demons and put something very important to me at ( Read more... )

I hate not being able to understand myself. When did I become such a bitter and selfish human being? I try to start fresh and make a point of saying that I will and telling others I will and telling God I will and asking for help. Things go well for a little while and then it all explodes again and I'm left in the pit I've dug myself into so many ( Read more... )

Life is hard sometimes, life is so wonderful other times and it's even crazier when they can be both all at the same time ( Read more... )

Man have things changed in the past two months. I was being literally pulled apart about going to South Africa, staying here to take the MCAT (but did I really want to do that, cause it's a big commitment to go to medical school, and by the way it's freakin' Africa), getting a job as a CNA/NAR, moving to Appleton? (not my idea, but still considered ( Read more... )

So my boyfriend is supposed to call me... and he hasn't. That makes me anxious and I hate being anxious ( Read more... )

Yay! I have a live journal now. Thanks to my good friend Melody. Check it out dudes.