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makememelt22

german shorthair won the dogshow!!

im getting my priorities straight and focusing on school
and art
i need to take photos
of lindsay

current weight-125
goal weight by saturday-122
i can do it i can do it i can do it
salads sushi burgers with no buns sugar free red bull GYM GYM GYM WATER WATER WATER

im on the edge
i feel like im going to go crazy
im going to pop
im shaking
im stressed
im miserable
i need help
with everything
i need someone
i need people
i need friends
I NEED TO BREATHE
i need jordan
i need my sister
i need my parents---but they hate me
i feel SO ALONE right now

i just talked to jordan
and he made me feel so much better about the whole thing with my dad
god
he really does something to me
makes me happy
makes me feel like everything is going to be ok
this feels so good

oh my god ( Read more... )

vday is over
and it wasnt so bad
thanks to my friends
whom i love so much
i would take a bullet for them

i hate watching you stuff your face
knowing what you do in your room
it hurts my heart that your giving in

happy

fucking

valentines

day

everyone

i think im in love with a gay man
hehehaheahehaaaaa
no im kidding
im so excited my gay friend jon called me
we both decided we are going to bond and become best friends
HOW EXCITING?!?!
like will and grace
he was so sweet yet so gay
he told me im "totally adorable"
ahhh

my belly is a bottomless pit
and im surrounded by cheaters
tempting tempting

i just read that julian got married
wah