jeeze. i guess i havent been on here in a while. some updates are in order, but nothing my 2 readers arent already aware of ( Read more... )

I woke up in the middle of the night last night just as i was bursting into tears. its always a strange thing to wake up from a horrible dream and realize that youre laying in bed and that whatever happened in your dream to make you cry didnt happen at all. but sometimes it just seems so real and possible that you lay there crying still. i had a ( Read more... )

WOO!! so last friday, alyssa and i got one free session with the personal trainer at the gym. and she KICKED OUR ASSES. and told us that the workout she did with us is something we need to do 3 days a week! woah! so today, 4 days later, when we finally regained mobility, we ventured back to try the workout on our own. and we kicked butt! it was ( Read more... )

my hopes are so high for this year, its amazing ( Read more... )

christmas sure was something different this year ( Read more... )

i dont feel like i'll be getting much sleep tonight. and i cannot pin point why i cant sleep. or why i dont feel like sleep will be happening. i've been thinking a lot about andrew the past two days and i feel very unsettled. but i dont know why. it could just be the mere fact that a 5 minute phone conversation every day simply isnt enough. its not ( Read more... )

first of all.. the song i'm listening to is my new fav. and i never even really liked pink. but this is a real good song.. so listen to it ( Read more... )

I have not updated my poor livejournal in over a month... it probably feels neglected. well, i've gotten on here like, 10 different times in the last 5 weeks with so much to talk about but no where to start. and here i am again. but i feel like i have so much to say for real- so i'm stealing this from steph to get the thoughts rolling... i'd ( Read more... )

i hate hate hate when i feel like i dont have control over my emotions. and today- they got the best of me ( Read more... )

gosh. for like the last 5 times, i've gotten on here to update, and i get to the post an entry page... and then ijust stop. and then i change my mind. and gosh darn it. i just need to POST A LIVEJOURNAL ENTRY OR I WILL EXPLODEEEE ( Read more... )