sometimes i dont know why i go so long without updating this thing. because when i look back on other entries, i seem to document some of the best things ive learned about surviving life, being happy and dealing with what doesnt make me happy. and so SOOO much has happened since that last entry that if only i would've updated a little more, i'd ( Read more... )

actually i think i still have a lot to say. i just read my entry from may 30th, 2007. and i'd like to quote a paragraph from it ( Read more... )

THINGS THAT ARE NEAT ( Read more... )

whats the difference between growing up and growing cold?

it is a well known fact that as soon as you proclaim your independence from the opposite sex, something very contradictory happens. and it did. but in efforts to prove my declaration as truth, i will ignore it all. there are more important things. i just wanted to get this down for the record. its like history repeating itself 10 times over. bull ( Read more... )

heres the deal: i feel like there are a lot of things i'm going after and a lot i'm trying to accomplish. so much that i've been getting overwhelmed with chasing. so i'm gonna take a little while to really define what i'm looking for and see if theres any realistic way to get all of this accomplished in the near future ( Read more... )

yes. its that time of week again, folks. the one where i realize i have no idea what i am doing. and when i realize i do not have good time managment. and when i realize i feel alone. and the one where i realize i have so much to do that i really dont have time to write about how i feel on an online journal ( Read more... )

mom just handed me a page from her oprah magazine and said the quote on it reminded her of me with my friends. here it is ( Read more... )

i had the weirdest dream last night! those kind of things really mess with you when youre not expecting them and when they're so outta the blue. but ive got no reason to think any of it will actually happen, so i shouldnt harp on it so much. but you know i'll be thinking and thinking about how any of that dream could possibly relate to anything in ( Read more... )

you know.. i'm doing this quarter-long project where i have to create all the plans and alllll the information i would need to start up my own funeral home. and it is a shit load of work. but it has me thinking- i was told last night that i need to start lining job options up for myself right away, since i'm not part of a family funeral home ( Read more... )