Almost 3 weeks that my man has been gone...and I miss him...and I am realizing now more than ever before...he really IS it. I never doubted it, but it finally hit home...and hard...when he was gone. I cannot wait for his return.

I love you Alan Miranda Cruz

162 Days my perfect man

Oh Ck...Come Back Home...I miss you.

Absolutely, the only single thing that matters in my life. Alan, Ck, Mi Danda, I love you.

I have a girl living in my house that I have known for less than a year. My parents have known her for less than 4 months, and weirdly enough, shes my brothers girlfriend. My brother who met her a month before he MOVED to Arizona. We live in Maine for those of you who may read this and not know me. She used to work with me when she first moved here ( Read more... )

I cant get over it. Why cant i just find someone who isn't going to hurt me hard enough to where i have to get over it to trust them again. I just want to be alone. I just want to be by myself. I don't want anyone in my life anymore. I am sick of being hurt. Having distorted images of someone in my head that I'm suppose to be in love with, and who ( Read more... )

Why dont you tell her that you're leaving? Never comming back again...you found somebody who does it better than she can...Leave...never look back again, go on baby, tell her you found a new woman...the one that keep you so fly, the one you think about every night. Babe you deserve nothin but the best...why dont you tell her that you're leavin...

Today I had this weird awakening...we were climbing this rocky cliff at Acadia when we were in Bar Harbor, and of course, CK was not there. Allison was having a really hard time making it up, shes afraid of heights...Well so am I...She had Mitch there right behind her helping her. To me, it was weird, but for once, I was actually okay with the ( Read more... )

Most of the people I have met along the way, cant say what I can say. Not too many people I know have the same friends they had when they were in 2nd grade, or even better, kidnergarten. I'll start with Katie, Laura and Allison. Laura and Allison, since kidnergarten, Katie since 3rd grade....Still around, four friends never far away, still my ( Read more... )

I have become a Bank of America associate. I love it there. My leaders are incredible, i have made lots of new friends. I am getting paid well with great benefits. Gabe, Mike, Chad, Marple, McLovin, and Amber, all make my job easier every single day. I love waking up to go to work in the morning. My team manager is incredible. Karen Savage, i want ( Read more... )

Here i am, back in Texas...but its different this time. I am stronger and smarter, and of course, it is still beautiful here, palm trees everywhere, and its about 90 degrees outside. But it would be nothing here if i were to stay. There is a Bank of America about 10 minutes away, beautiful weather and people...but again, if i stayed, it would all ( Read more... )