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Nine things about myself
1. I am very critical of myself ( Read more... ) -
I don't know if I will complete this but here it goes anyway.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now ( Read more... ) -
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I am overloaded to the point of being paralyzed. Every one wants something from me. I can't figure out how to make it all work out. I don't even want to talk about it. Its depressing. All I can do is start cleaning things out. But what about all of the things I cant get rid of. How do others cope? Can I live this way? I can't move. -
The time has come...
This is it. The time has come. It has been on my mind for months now. I can no longer handle the customers at work, I can no longer handle having no time to myself, and I don't know if I can take much more pushing from my husband. I have tried to compromise and consider my options but I am continuously led back to the fact that there are aspects of ( Read more... ) -
Time to do some sorting
I have reached a point where I have to decide what to do. Change is inevitable and I must figure out how to use it to my best advantage. I have run lots of scenarios in my head. The hardest factor is that my husband doesn't feel the need to modify. He wants everything to be the same way it has always been, minus me being stressed out, plus me being ( Read more... ) -
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My mother will be here tomorrow night. All I want is to go get a massage, and a night out. Oh, yeah, a morning to sleep would be fantastic too! Hooray for MOM! -
Day ? Hell, I don't know.
After long conversation with myself, it has been decided that I officially miss my husband. Now, don't get me wrong, I am NOT lonely. I have plenty to keep me company, but its just not the same as having him around. I have been enjoying my me time, and have enjoyed occasional company. I am doing good ( Read more... ) -
Day 7
I am such a bum. I didn't even get dressed today. I have plans for a play date tomorrow afternoon, and I think I am going to lug the kids up north to the home depot tomorrow morning.
Maybe posting every day isn't such a good thing. It reminds me of how many days I have gone with out doing anything productive. -
Day 6
Not much going on today. I made soup, and made plans to pick up stuff from Kimis. I am tired. Good night. -
Day 5
I dropped the kids off and went to work of an hour or so and got a picture framed today. Kimi came by and I have had a few drinks at this point. I miss Kimi. It was a good night though.