I am going to be passive agressive again. I am bothered that I feel like I appreciate my friends so much, and I believe I am a very generous person. I am just gonna spit it out, and if you read this Liza then maybe we can talk about it. I understand that we had this whole reconciliation type thing, because of what you did over winter break. I am ( Read more... )

Before anyone scans over this journal entry or anything I apologize, because I'm not the quintescential melodramatic writer, and I'm not going to paint beautiful portraits with my words on here...just how I'm feeling. I'm feeling so angry. It comes over me so fast its frightening. One second I'm fine, but then things start running through my mind.I ( Read more... )

Hello, I'm sitting in Mr. Murray's computer lab right now. I'm waiting for my clay cupcake shaped container to dry. Making pottery is pretty relaxing, and therapeutic. I just felt like writing.

Day after thanksgiving, and I'm feeling especially gross about myself...my body to be specific. The Holidays are great, but I always gain approximately 5,000 pounds which I'm not too crazy about. Last night was nice except there wasn't much to do. Graeme, Julie Co, JFo, and "A" came over for a bit which was nice, but everyone left besides Graeme ( Read more... )

I haven't updated since about 1954, but I feel like writing tonight. I had some interesting conversation at dinner tonight, as usual...never a dull moment. Lynne was rockin' the purple teeth, and talkin' about Jared's pubes. My Dad was at the other end of the table making fun of Ian for a bit telling him to come out of the closet. It was a rockin' ( Read more... )

I've realized lately that the past quarter I have had an incredible lack of motivation and will power. I haven't really been able to update my journal because its one of the easier things in my life to cut out while I reconstruct myself ( Read more... )

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I'm feeling good right now. Just good...theres really no other word to describe it. I was driving around aimlessly, as I do so often and I get a phone call from none other then Jen Titenfass. I've never been so happy to hear from Jen, I've been thinking about her a lot and she's been in several of my dreams...its bizarre the way things work out. ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever felt so angry. How did I let myself get to this point. Every day I get home, I'm physically and mentally exhausted, emotionally drained...the only thing I want to do is slip into comfy clothing and sleep for days, live in my room, be antisocial. I just dont' care anymore, I don't care about what I look like, about my grades ( Read more... )

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