So I was talking to Paul and he said my insecurities are astounding.

which is true.

and he also said that being happy doesn't mean i can't have sad moments and that i shouldn't freak out when that happens and that trying so hard to make sure everyone else is happy just makes me more upset.

which is true to.

the hardest to learn was the least

i'm so sweaty and gross and sitting here listening to bob dylan. its been a rough day ( Read more... )

i hate sundays ( Read more... )

thinking about packing up my room makes me sick ( Read more... )

alot of things aren't fair ( Read more... )

i'm so borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrred ( Read more... )

i think the worst thing to do to an incoming freshman is give them facebook because i KNOW that facebook is not the whole truth but like when every single boy is "conservative" and interested in "drinking, soccer, just relaxennnn" and all the girls are ninety times prettier than me, it makes me nervous ( Read more... )

"....i have learned many things at seely like carefulness and have made great, caring friends. i hope both things don't leave me. though i'll be leaving seely, and in some ways my friends, they will still be with me. i have had a good childhood, or as mattie calls it 'kidhood'. see you in 2006 ( Read more... )

high school is finished. i'm done i'm done i'm done ( Read more... )

the weekend felt SO long and so good and i HATE the chase park concert but i like have to go every year and then i came back to school and its just so POINTLESS now. mrs longo was trying to get us to do Dante and we were all just like no. absolutely not ( Read more... )