So sexy conor is in town. Right now. Warming up his sexy vocal cords, and I am here. "Studying" freezing my ass off, and just more confused than usual or maybe this is just what less confusion feels like ( Read more... )

I'm just writing to say.. I'm not dead ( Read more... )

oh my god... I am SO sick of this. If it happens one more time, I really just don't know what I am going to do. (I drank bad milk last night, again!) haha

but lately things have been great. I have a had a good day, which I haven't had in a while.

Friday, went to the Homecoming carnival. Mike Parkinson's band played. they were awesome and their ( Read more... )

HOLY! new format in live journal... alright.. well. Okay ( Read more... )

okay, so last night I was thinking a LITTLE too hard for anyone to ever think that way. But since it popped into my head, I might as well share ( Read more... )

You want a medal for the things you've done well if you really did a damn thing we would have gave you one

Let me just say...

high school doesn't matter. I could GIVE A SHIT LESS what my "friends" at school think about me. They call me a bitch, fuck, that's their problem to deal with, not mine. because in two years I am out of here and I wont ( Read more... )

So I think for my birthday this year (one month from today!) that I am going to ask for a lap top instead of a camcorder. (Sp.) I know I really really want a camcorder, but I am so sick of getting blamed for every fucking thing on the computer.

I am not allowed to go online at home (as in use msn for other websites other than the homepage) because ( Read more... )

Do you want to know the truth? The truth about me? I may appear normal, or even optimistic for most of the time. But it's all a mask. Deep inside, I am scared.

I'm scared to live. But mostly I am scared to die. Death is my biggest fear. I want to live my life thuroughly. Enjoy every moment. Do everything possible, visit the world. Fall in love.  ( Read more... )

 damn.. today was the first day back to school. It almost seemed as if summer never even happened, and I'm just back to that original distaste of walking down the halls with the same old people. Even though, I don't even get to see any of my friends hardly at all. I see Mary, Bri, and Christy, that's it.

I never realized how much I missed all my ( Read more... )

last night was extremely fun... but with every positive there is a negative. I woke up with huge welts on my hip bones from that bar at the concert last night. WHAT A GREAT NIGHT! I'll restrain from details, for the upholding of your interest.

speaking of concerts... my mom wants me to go with her, my dad, my aunt, uncle, and cousin to Rivinia ( Read more... )