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Space...where no Mo has gone before
I've started a new blog, but it still empty. I have a vision for what I want it to be, but it is difficult to start the first entry. I ponder about what the first entry should be about. Should it just be a routine entry about a typical day of an internal medicine resident physician? Should it concern a profound metaphysical philosophical ( Read more... ) -
bleh
I'm sleep deprived and having trouble getting continuous sleep. Not good. Need inner peace. Need to figure out why I'm so slow at getting things done. How does everyone do things so quickly? Why does it take me so much more time? Even when I skip lunch and lectures, I can't keep up and end up going over duty hours. Very frustrating. -
Pay first, heal later
Today I learned that my mother is a hardcore conservative Republican who is very opposed to the Affordable Care Act, and who believes that health care should be run as it is in India, where a physician does not offer his services until a patient pays for it first. We discussed our differences in opinion at length. -
People watching
I went out last night with a bunch of my future co-workers. It was a fun time, but I have to admit that I am not much of the "outgoing" type as I used to be...then again, I never really went out to bars much at U of I until senior year came around. I still love being around people, but I guess it just isn't the same when you're in a crowded room ( Read more... ) -
Hangry
I have not been sleeping well. My whole right sided chronic pains have been acting up this past week as well. I've also been having quite a voracious appetite lately. I am constantly hungry and thirsty and my bowels are overactive (TMI?). I'm told that depression within the next three months will be normal too.
Residency has not even begun ( Read more... ) -
Orientation tomorrow
Orientation starts tomorrow. I'm not gonna lie. I'm pretty nervous. I have to make a good impression, and I still have a lot of reading to do for the ACLS training. I can only hope that my co-workers are awesome people.
I am going to start my first real job in one week.
Wow. -
Sugar and Salt
Just thought I should update: I'm a doctor. Hellz YeaH ( Read more... ) -
Inner Fire
I've moved into my new studio apartment now. It's very exciting because I have never lived alone before. I have never had to opportunity to manage, decorate, and maintain my own place before. The responsibility does of course come with its frustrations and anxiety, but that's life. I need this. I realized I have been spoiled all my life, being ( Read more... ) -
Don't Do This To Me
I recently read through my past journal entries in both xanga and livejournal...reflecting on my past relationships, my lack of self-confidence, and troubles. It was enlightening.
This week has been very tough for me emotionally. I have been living back home with my parents, who claim that they love me, but they do not respect me and my lifestyle ( Read more... ) -
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Pictures, pictures...more pictures of us! new chapter in our lives begins soon...let us enjoy the end of this chapter with more memories and more pictures of travels together both outside among the stars and inside through the comfort of our imagination. These next few weeks make me restless with excitement. I have not felt so adventurous in a ( Read more... )