Marcia, I am so glad you told your "children" about your thoughts and fears and feelings.
Please do follow up on going to counseling and possibly getting more anti-depressant medication.
Thank you for writing and reassuring us, but more importantly, keep talking with those at home who love you and can help and get you help during this hard time.
I'm here! I've been behind in LJ and I've been busy with the start of school, etc. It's hard to find time to talk on the phone, and most of my correspondence is online, as you've seen.
We are both worried about you -- we don't know what we can do to help other than pray and be here and let you know that we love you!
Charles is doing well! His stupid mtx meds make him feel like crap every weekend which is right now, but overall and compared to before, he is doing great.
I'm doing pretty well other than not enough hours in the day, as usual.
Please take care of yourself, that is the most important thing. The here and now is what's important and sacred, not the past, not the bad memories, not even the recent bad stuff. There is a time and place for that stuff, but now is not it. Let it go for now, don't worry about it other than what you need right now to get through your pain and everything.
Just letting you know I do read all your LJ posts. You are in my 'friends' section, so I read what you post here. I like reading your posts a lot.
I've been pretty busy, helping my own mom get back to work (she's about at half days now) and various other projects so much that I haven't browsed on the net as often as I'd like to. When I do finish, it is usually very late at night and I fear an attempt to reply or add a thoughtful comment will sound demented.
ah, darlin, anything you have to say is appreciated.:-) very much glad to hear about your mom!!
don't let me upset you dear, i am just tired and weary, no more people to take care of, no more things to own or concern myself with, nothing left but, illness and pain, and certain debt.
just remember try to prepare for life my dear, best you can, but, always, pray, and be kind and Christ-like to your fellow human beings. you are a lovely sweet spirit. bright and talented. don't waste it on the dark side...i love you as another sweet soul, and just remember what i have told you. love mom marcia
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Please do follow up on going to counseling and possibly getting more anti-depressant medication.
Thank you for writing and reassuring us, but more importantly, keep talking with those at home who love you and can help and get you help during this hard time.
Love from Jackie
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love from marcia
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if only e-hugs felt real...
*****e-hug***** anyway.
And I love you too.
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I've been behind in LJ and I've been busy with the start of school, etc. It's hard to find time to talk on the phone, and most of my correspondence is online, as you've seen.
We are both worried about you -- we don't know what we can do to help other than pray and be here and let you know that we love you!
Charles is doing well! His stupid mtx meds make him feel like crap every weekend which is right now, but overall and compared to before, he is doing great.
I'm doing pretty well other than not enough hours in the day, as usual.
Please take care of yourself, that is the most important thing. The here and now is what's important and sacred, not the past, not the bad memories, not even the recent bad stuff. There is a time and place for that stuff, but now is not it. Let it go for now, don't worry about it other than what you need right now to get through your pain and everything.
Love Heidi
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I've been pretty busy, helping my own mom get back to work (she's about at half days now) and various other projects so much that I haven't browsed on the net as often as I'd like to. When I do finish, it is usually very late at night and I fear an attempt to reply or add a thoughtful comment will sound demented.
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don't let me upset you dear, i am just tired and weary, no more people to take care of, no more things to own or concern myself with, nothing left but, illness and pain, and certain debt.
just remember try to prepare for life my dear, best you can, but, always, pray, and be kind and Christ-like to your fellow human beings. you are a lovely sweet spirit. bright and talented. don't waste it on the dark side...i love you as another sweet soul, and just remember what i have told you.
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mom marcia
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