I lived my life in shadow
Never the sun on my face
It didn't seem so sad, though
I figured that was my place
Now i'm bathed in light
Something just isn't right

I'm under your spell
How else could it be
Anyone would notice me?
It's magic, i can tell
How you've set me free
Brought me out so easilyI saw a world enchanted ( Read more... )

I wish my friends realized that I'm not pushing them away on purpose and that I'm not trying to be a bitch or anything. I really don't even realize I'm doing it, and this always happens to me. I go through mental stages or something. I'll be really really clingy to my friends and do lots of nice things for them and only think about them, then I'll ( Read more... )

Cotton candy and a rotten mouth ( Read more... )

Why do you mean so much to me?

This is my last year living in the Valley. My last few months of being with my friends.
I move away in six months. I'm scared but so ready. I will miss night like last night more than anything in the world though.


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It's time for me to grow up and move on. Why I've been holding on to these feelings for so long is beyond me. I can't wait to find someone who will occupy my mind the way you do. I really wish you weren't such a beautiful human being. No matter what bad things I hear about you I hold you so high in my mind. I guess that's sort of naive. I'm naive ( Read more... )

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I decided I'm going to make a huge effort to actually not have any emotions towards girls at all. It fucks with my head way to bad, I wanna go insane whenever I'm around girls ( Read more... )

I'm going to shoot myself in the face.
I saw this coming the entire time, so why did I let it happen.

I need someone.