PLEAAAAAAAAAAAASE just let me get over you. Stop touching me, and stop smiling at me, stop doing those things that you do. It's to hard.

Things have been rough and I have been DEPRESSED. but I guess I'm working through it and I'm going to try to keep on going and ignore the thoughts in my head.

I hate the fact that you only like me when you and him are having problems ( Read more... )

You cut me down a tree and brought it back to me ( Read more... )

I've been keeping myself pretty happy this past week. Not really worrying about the whole Lisa thing. But knowing that you love my back, and knowing that you still have feelings for me is making it so much harder. I hate when you tell me these things, but I also love it. I don't know what I want you to do. And I wish you'd tell me what you want me ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish I never met you because I am MISERABLE without you ( Read more... )

No one could possibly understand my relationship with Lisa and Ronnie. It's to hard to explain and people may think we're insane but I don't care because this weekend really cemented how happy I am. EVERYTHING is changing, and I don't care. I don't care about anything but them. Maybe that's stupid but this is the best thing that has ever happened ( Read more... )

I have a sickness, but I'm not the only one ( Read more... )

These past two months, well the weekends of the past two months, have been the happiest I've been since who knows when. Probably since December of two years ago. I'm hurting a lot of people and loosing a lot of people and that really sucks and I do care, but I'm just being selfish for once in my life and doing what's making me unbelievably happy.

I go through short periods of what I think of as being really happy. I'll feel amazing for a week or two, sometimes even a month, but then there's the fall. I fall back into this horrible feeling of helplessness and 'depression'. It's been like this for so long, but I still can't get used to it. I don't even have that much of a reason to be ' ( Read more... )