you left me hanging by the noose known as life.

i gave up being the assistant manager at my old job to move onto magpies down on 4th. i worked tonight and hated it. it sucks. its like they're the pizza nazi's...i don't know if i should go back and accept my old job or take on life full charge with this new job. i work harder and get paid less. is it worth the experience? or is managing my own ( Read more... )

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tonight was amazing. kegger at the boardwalk cafe was fun, we played an awesome set. fun bands played with us, mainly the funeral march with a hint of Ryan Hodzic. thanks for playing guys, (even though liam is the only one who might read this) it was fun. as it always is ( Read more... )

All you need to know is..

TITTIES.
and
Caleb is a babe.

That is all.

Wow. So I've been graduated for a week now. I've had so many different waves of emotions its hard to know where to start. I feel like getting my diploma was a slap in the face. For many reasons. 1.) I never really worked that hard in highschool, yet somehow I made it throught with C's and B's. All I did was give people the bull-shit that they ( Read more... )

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Got my surgery. My knee hurts.
But they gave me medicine and stuff,
so it'll be alright. I hope this was the
cause of the majority of my anxiety.
WOO HOO!! They think i need the same
thing done to my right knee...6 weeks.
Fun stuff. 2 knee surgeries, one summer.
oh well, it wasn't nearly as bad as i thought!

Word. Thx your prayers

i'm scared.
i'm nervous.
i'm terrified.

the uncertainies of life...
i can't deal with them.

i can't deal with anything anymore.
i'm a wreck.

my surgery is at 6:30 tomorrow,
maybe thats why i feel this way?

i don't know. god help me.