Decided I'm fleeing to Mexico,
Friday morning. Can't promise
that I'll be here when August
rolls around either. Madrid
is calling my name.

hopefully the stars line up just right,
and maybe, just maybe...
i'll die tonight.

fractured ankle, broken nose,
knee surgery in 6 weeks.
life couldn't be better

I couldn't sleep so I went driving.
When I went driving, I couldn't stop crying.
I wanted to talk to somebody
and kept trying and trying,
but nobody had time to talk to me.
So now I'm sound asleep and
dreaming of flying, far far away from here.

I got hit again today. This time in my truck. But this time it wasn't so bad, just a big dent. Its seriously been one bad thing after another.I still am having trouble accepting the fact that Chris is gone. Its not registering for some reason. Everything is just a big haze right now. I'll never forget snowboarding in Tahoe with him and both of the ( Read more... )

Today was terrible. Horrible car crash ( Read more... )

i really don't know what to do right now.
my whole body is numb, has been numb.
Such a shock. Call a distant friend for lunch,
find out terrible news about another friend.

Chris was a great guy. Nicest guy I've ever
had the privledge of knowing.
He's in a better place now.
Please pray for his friends and family.

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