So LJ has pretty much become pointless for me. I might post very very very infrequent entries, but probably not about anything important. I do still check back occasionally to see if there are any new posts. Just thought y'all might like to know.

Song lyrics, as always, just for fun.

It's all up in the air and we stand still to see what comes down
I ( Read more... )

I got an IM from Andrew today that said "I miss ya, Sasha" and it's funny how just something as simple as that made my day, even with all the awesome things that have happened today. I miss the summer SO much and all the amazing people that I met there.  It's funny how much I think about it. I saw the SSP catalogue the other day, and I actually ( Read more... )

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

I want to know who you are 
Want to know where to start
I want to know what this means

Want to know how you feel
Want to know what is ( Read more... )

The audacity of some people never ceases to amuse me. I'm not blind. I know what's going on. Lol.

At any rate, today was the master class, and I had fun. It went rather well, I think. Everybody was nervous, but everyone played well!

Even though I've almost pretty much stopped posting in this journal (for lack of non-private/vague things to post), I wanted to at least keep up the "tradition" I started when I first got this journal. Which is remembering everything that has happened this past year. A lot has happened, and I have changed a lot since this time last year. So, here's ( Read more... )

Where has that old friend gone 
Lost in a February song 
Tell him it won't be long
til he opens his eyes

Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I'll come back to you one day

Morning is ( Read more... )

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
and I'm hoping my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me 
I'm crying out 
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
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This weekend has definitely been one of the better weekends I've had in a long long time. Today was the final NW concert at the Hilbert...it still doesn't feel like it was the last time I'll EVER been on that stage playing. It kind of makes me sad and nostalgic. The concert was fantastic- I love the NW Symphony. That piece, though exausting to play ( Read more... )

I finally did it, and now I feel very very VERY relieved. I know it'll be awkward for a little while, but I think we'll be okay. I'm so happy though...I'd been worried about what was going to happen. Now I can't stop smiling!

Thanks to everyone who was there for me and is supportive!!

Haha I found this today in a past entry, when I should be studying for biology...

"Why is he so oddly endearing? His weirdness...his quirks....everything. I don't like him that way...yet. He's one of the few guys who's accepted me for who I am. He lets me rant if I'm stressed, and doesn't try to tell me that it's nothing. He talks to me like I'm a ( Read more... )