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yeah yeah yeahhhhhhhhhh.

i got that finality.
it fucking sucks.
i'm starting to feel like i did in the middle of the year where i want to just go away from everyone and everything for a year or two.
yeah, sounds about right.
there's no break to life it's so fucking unfair.

edit: hopefully things change in the future because this isn't how i want things to be.

i think i've figured it all out. i can't keep hanging on to something that i've held on to since 8th grade, no matter how much i want to. i can't get myself all miserable over one person, no matter how special she is. i can't let this summer slip by being melancholy over recent events, no matter how hard it is. i'm never falling for this fucking ( Read more... )

i don't know why, but her telling me that made me nauseous.
it really shouldn't.
but it does.

(this is a story about another person, a person we can call john. from now on, i will refer to john as "I" because i wish to write this story in the first person narrative ( Read more... )

The Best Laid Plans of Men and Women Often go Horribly Fucking Wrong ( Read more... )

disclaimer: this entry probably won't make much sense ( Read more... )

haha never would have thought i'd meet someone at the harry potter opening.
pretty awesome night last night.

it's funny how things turn around so quickly.

so long good summer.
it was nice knowing you for like a fucking week.

i feel like i'm an annoying person.
i ask people to hang out too much.
especially a certain person...so sorry to that person.

blahhhhh summer sucks lately.