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I feel like I'm falling apart. I'm sure stress has put me into a relapse, only this time it's mental. Most of my cognitive ability has gone to shit. I feel completely alone. I don't have it in me to continue to burden my family with this fucking disease, so besides this post, I have to find a way to just push it down, and pretend I'm ok. I am so ( Read more... ) -
Life up north
I am still trying so hard to make this little town my home. I don't really like the people here. It's like mean girls/mean moms. I have never seen such cattiness in the female species as I have seen here.
Back in October Shauni went out with some friends, and got jumped. It was all premeditated and recorded on a cell phone. I have seen shit like ( Read more... ) -
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Today I wish I did not move my children 1200 km from their home. I wish I did not live here.
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Grande Cache life
Well, I have almost made it through my first year here. It has been tough. Most of the woman here are crazy bitches, but I may have finally found a friend! The kids are all doing great, but when you have great kids it's fairly easy. Dave has worked steady.. No lay offs.. Home every night. I haven't even started to get sick of him yet. Good thing I ( Read more... ) -
change
can be good. Atleast that is what I continue to tell myself ( Read more... ) -
Grande Cache, Alberta
I need my life to be predictable, and on an even keel. Just for a little while. I need dave to have the same employer for more than a year, (don't get me wrong..he has always supported our family, always worked because he wants to, never let us down.) This time he has decided to go for a change, and start drilling, or basting in the mines. There ( Read more... ) -
I have spent a bit of $$, but
I bought my dress today. It was easy, cheap, and will be perfect for my day :D ( Read more... ) -
waiting for the sun to come back.
I feel yucky ( Read more... ) -
A real actual update!
So, things here have been up and down, all over the place. Dave and I seem to be going through something. I am not sure what, but I am sure it will pass ( Read more... )