I have a job now. I am almost fulltime.
Dave is the new mom.

*sigh ( Read more... )

Where to start. Do I even want to ( Read more... )

Sarah has strep throat:(

I am still feeling crappy. I feel desperate. That in its self is very strange to me. I have lost all control that I once had. The best way i can decribe it is I feel naked. I have had my armour torn away from my body. I am completely vulnerable, and it scares me ( Read more... )

I have gone from being a confident, secure woman to an insecure, wimpy being. I hate this feeling.

Have you ever felt like when you think things are going ok, suddenly the rug has been ripped out from under you, and nothing is as it seemed ( Read more... )

It's not like I am not used to him being away, and he has been home for long enough that I really shouldn't care.
So, why am I so fucking pissed off that he isnt coming home tonight?

The kids had a great first day ( Read more... )

We went to a little boys funeral today. It was very sad. The family shared this with all of us, and I wanted to share it with you ( Read more... )