[The morning was beautiful in its normalcy. She'll look back on it and wonder at the fact that she ever let Maes go. She should have been holding onto him. She should have spent every minute with him - it is somehow impossible to her that he would be gone while she was there. She wouldn't think anything could separate them. This was twice she'
(
Read more... )
Comments 71
But she's six now. She definitely understands what it implies, to be gone away. What was once confusion is now stubborn denial. She sat in her room sadly and wet-eyed for a few hours when her mother wasn't holding her and speaking into her ear, and then when she realized he definitely wasn't going to walk in no matter how hard she imagined it, she started trying to look for him -
In the closet, under the bed, out the window, in everyone else's room, outside, where she plays. All done with a quiet, blank expression that was unsettling for someone who was more content to smile and laugh.
He's just lost or hiding.When she took her break from looking, she sat on the couch, hugging a doll and wearing a distraught face. It was hard to put these things together, all in her head. Where did she not look yet... she'd ( ... )
Reply
Gracia was not letting her daughter out of her sight.
And so for any sort of outside conversation, Gracia will be in the background, not too far away, but with enough to give Elicia space, while Elicia searched.
She doesn't stop her, as much as she wants to. This is part of grief too. She won't force the realization on her, won't make her try to accept it. They have all the time in the world to accept it. For now, let her look.
It's all she can do not to join her.
And when Elicia is finally finished, she'll be there.]
Reply
... He's just busy somewhere, 'cause he likes to be busy... He'll be home soon, though.
Reply
You know that if he could help it, no amount of being busy would keep him from you if he knew you were looking for him.
Reply
Nami won't come over straight away. She gives a few hours of space, but eventually, the navigator will make her way to the house and knock quietly on the door.]
Reply
While on the lawn on the way to the door.
....Well that's awkward.]
Reply
He's...gone?
Reply
Reply
Oh. Um.
This sucks.
Reply
Reply
( ... )
Reply
Leave a comment