I wish I could go back in time. *To yesterday*. Yesterday was so perfect.. I hate reality. I see myself in a dream all the time imagining things coming true and then I look at life in all it's cold hearted truths.

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I'm so SICK of trusting.

No one in genuine anymore. Fuck you all.

My mind is a bank of images I can remember so clearly..Moments that stand out above most others... happiness.. ...with this day in the back of mind..The day that I would I'd look back and see it in retrospect. Imagine what it's like now all these thoughts flashing though my head in such a fast glamorous pace. I lost my grasp on what I held onto so ( Read more... )

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--

I'm making my journal
FRIENDS ONLY now......Because there are a FEW people I'd rather NOT have read it.

There's a shadow just behind me
Shrouding every step I take
Making every promise empty
Pointing every finger at me
Waiting like a stalking buttler
Who upon the finger rests
Murder now, the pattern called "must we"
Just because the son has come

Jesus,wont you fucking whistle ?
Something but the past and done
Jesus, wont you fucking whistle
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I will work to elavate you
Just enough to bring you down...

Trust me ..Trust me.... trust me

Some lyrics are so beautiful..don't you think.

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt

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