I am back in the fandom! It took a long time... since the last time i posted, a lot has changed. Firstly, I got a boyfriend who I have now been with since 2013. I have gotten into nursing school, which is another factor why i could not keep up with the fandom. BUT, after the past semester being the roughest time of my life so far, I have come back ( Read more... )

People all over the world are different in various forms such as skin color, shape, and size. Although it seems as though we live incredibly distant lives, we experience similar relationship, work, and life problems. We live our lives struggling to handle the harsh demands of our ever-changing society, and some of us just need to be reminded that ( Read more... )

I just watched his 24hrtv movie and I swear I wa in tears from beginning to end. Part of it was slightly because I couldn't stand to see bratty chatty neens being like that. And when he said, "that was the last time I ran with my legs" while running away from those stupid goons at the start, lord I was ready to bawl my eyes out. Darn it neens, you ( Read more... )

lol wth am I even asking. ofcourse I can't. Not completing college is forbidden in the family. And even if my parents didn't force me. I'd force myself. How would I build a successful future without having gone to college and getting at least my Bachelors? Sigh. My respect for Sho-kun and Koyama-kun just grew to infinity. I mean, being an idol... ( Read more... )

Every time I look back on what I've been through, I can't help but cry. Through the tough and happy times ( Read more... )

So right now I'm in NY. Been here since last Wednesday. Its been pretty tiring and I miss my family so much already. I miss my bed and my privacy from others. I'm hopin that once I get to New Jersey where my other cousins live, I'd get to have my own room. It's now 6 am in New York and 3am in Fremont.  And I'm awake. I've got big plans for today ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for NY tonight and honestly, I'm nervous as hell. It's a little embarrassing for me to say it but I'm turning 18 next month and I still haven't been on a trip away without my parents for more than three days. I went camping last month for one night and seriously, I was missing my bed and my freedom to scream and run around at night. No ( Read more... )

It is now July 4th in Japan. Happy birthday to my beloved Masuda Takahisa <3 my shining bright sun in the sky, my knight in shining armor, the apple of my eye, one of the most important people to me. His voice is the voice I want to hear singing to me when I wake up in the morning. His smile is one that instantly brightens up my day. This man is ( Read more... )

Sigh. I'm graduating in just a few days. I only have two days of school left and on Friday, it'll be the last day ever that I get to see all my friends at one place. I'm scared. This weekend, I've woken up abruptly with butterflies in my stomach and tears in my eyes. These faces that I've seen around school for four years, I'm never going to see ( Read more... )

sooo, in about two weeks from now, LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! and two weeks from this friday, GRADUATION! omfg. four years in this hellish school was dreadful. and I'm beginning to think 2012 may be the end of the world and I would have wasted my whole life in school... so today in Spanish class, Blayke/Octavio was telling me about the man in Miami whose ( Read more... )