wtf i need a new journal.....y0u_w0nder

so i had a pretty good weekend... went to rockledge with josie... got really lost, went to hooters it was fun so we went and hung out with christian and his friends santi and olivia... olivia was such a sweet heart i really like her... i went down to the beach for the first time in over a year it was amazing i miss the feeling of sad between my ( Read more... )

so today was a pretty good day.... i went and layed out for like 3 hours becuase im so f'ing pale! ! ! then i came back thats pretty much my day haha....god i need a life...

Christian: if you have time could you do me a favor
Christian: ??
Jen: yea sure
Christian: smile.

this smile shall never fade <3

so hmm the past couple of days have been pretty dull.....i went out and took some pics for photo... none of them came out...my camera is messed up again... FUCK.... but hmm today i got speakers for my ipod and i got some make up ... i talked to christian on the phone today .... i hate talking on the phone i always feel so awkward i dont know why i ( Read more... )

my parents are douche bags..... they treat me like im fucking 5 or something my 10 year old sister has more freedom than me... wtf is up with that.......so we went to that convention yesterday to see christian and i only got to chill with him for like 30 min because i couldnt go to the after party cause my cerfew is fucking 11 WTF ! ! ! god words ( Read more... )

so another amazing day ! ! went out to the anime convention.... holy shit it was crazy i got the best ab workout from laughing so much ive never seen crazier people in my life... but i got to hang out with chris and that was really great... hes really sweet...i wish my parents would stop being so gay so i could see him more <333

so... today was pretty amazing i must say... me and alyssa went to the mall ... so many laughs " im jen and my hair sticks up "-alyssa.... haha then we went and hung out at her house and then hung out with christian ... and hes so cute geeze ... and tomorrow we are going to some awesome convention im so excited ! ! !

so today was my first day home....it was amazing... i got a new cell (since alyssa lost mine in her closet lol <3) 321-287-3319 (same number) and tomorrow after school im getting my hair did.... ugh i start at brantley tomorrow... SOMEBODY SHOOT ME! ! ! lol ... i love my sister so much .. we hung out alot today it feels so good just us being able ( Read more... )

so one more day .... so today i went to the di ... a thrift store and i got the most amazing dress its so awesome lol and a couple of vests and stuff....oh then my ipod broke...i wanna throw it against the wall.. but i wont....its so retarded ... but yea so i really need a job when i go home... any one have any ideas ???

okay tuesday you guys im comming home for good ... FOR GOOD ! ! ! and im going to go to brantley and i start on thursday ....omg i cant believe this is actually happening