My joints are flaring up ( Read more... )

I'm here... Sitting where you once were, breathing your air and the scent of old wood mixed with the sea. Always now, I think, the scent of salty ocean air - I will find appealing. It's you, the way you feel in my arms, the sound of your voice, the soft warmth of your touch and the taste of your kisses, your skin... All of it, the tide has come in ( Read more... )

Looking at pictures of Vedauwoo, and the Tetons, all the snow and the secret little places tucked into the mountains. Last night, all I could think about was wanting to be there, disconnected from myself as I am currently. The Laramie sunset still sticks foremost in my mind, the way the sky paints itself a peach orange, blushing red, the fingers of ( Read more... )

The bass forces my heart to beat and the blood flows right out of me

The feedback, the haze, a maelstrom of emotion...

The siren's cry of the guitar

Will weep for me.

All of this anger, all of the sadness and hopelessness is gone now.

Sometimes words do this dumb thing where they fly out of my head and into my fingers. My sentences are poorly constructed, leading to vast misunderstandings and claims of being condescending. This is not my intent.

Remind me to never think "out loud" again. Not all of my reasoning makes it into text, apparently.

As heavily as we strive for perfection, it is ultimately unattainable - it does not mean that striving is not beneficial; everybody can benefit from improvement.. However, you may miss opportunities and lose track of what matters most to you. Perfection comes at a terrible cost, I've found. The nagging voice still whispers to me at times, but for ( Read more... )

The fluttering waxwings ( Read more... )

A tremor beneath my feet ( Read more... )

01. There are possibly 3; though 2 of them are not in my life consistently. There is Lyle, my bestest buddy from middle school on up - though he lives in Oregon. There is Dave, who is my bestest metal buddy that I go and do brotherly things with sometimes. And then there is Mia, who is my ex-girlfriend who constantly pesters me in a good way ( Read more... )

All I have on me right now ( Read more... )