Ella is 3 and a half today.

Having been posting here like ever.  I have a new spot on a "special" board....so...not that anyone reads this anyways...

And the punchline is.... Dr asking me when I"m due.  Yes.  It is a sign.  Christa is so fat she looks pregnant.

So I also really want this coat...


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I shaved my legs today. I hadn't shaved/waxed/hair removed my legs for now over a year. They feel pretty good now actually, however it took far too long so maybe I'll do it once a month now, or ...year...who knows.

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I will officially be a soccer mom starting next week ( Read more... )

Yes, I have now been single for an entire year. This doesn't include my on/off "are we dating" things. This means my many year long relationship with Igor ended last year July 11th and I have not found anyone since.

Not a complaint, or really much of anything...just...an "oh by the way".

I'm numb. For once I'm not crazy energized, or incredibly depressed. No bi-polarness here. I'm actually numb. Someone suggested it was b/c my body was so tired of feeling one particular feeling for so long it just starts shutting stuff out. My expressions are dead. I did something that is usually cathartic in one way or the other...tonight, ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to get a legitimate job, instead of...well, what I was doing. Somehow 9 bucks an hour compared to 200 an hour? But at least I know my job is saving the planet, and apparently that's how it works. What really matters doesn't get paid, and the stupidness gets paid a lot ( Read more... )

I love how he says my name
I love how he touches my hair
I love how he thinks I'm beautiful

But he won't ever feel the same about me

I'd update with someonething better....but I've pretty much got nothing. I've got 1 more week of hell....and then I'll be free!