Weeeellll.. its been a few days since I've posted anything and with good reason; I've been a bit busy. I worked the weekend, got sick last night, and have been sleeping on and off most of today. Right now, I'm currently tinkering with the idea of a webpage for some of my writings, and talking to some sweetheart that goes to Purdue. I'm still ( Read more... )

So a lot needs to change. My drunken idiocy Wednesday night and Thursday morning coupled with a conversation I had with the least likely of people has made me stop to think about a lot ( Read more... )

Why do I keep on doing stupid shit? Why why why why why ( Read more... )

Ok... copy cat.. I got this idea from Jerrica and Dan... I'm bored. Ask me random questions.... anything you can think of =)

Well, its been another boring and uneventful day. There was a horrible accident out in front of my house this morning.. there was a car in front of the neighbor's tree and all sorts of shit. It really freaked my mom out, and the sound of the whole thing shook the house. I think in a few I'm gonna go up to work and see if the schedule is up for ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm going to do with myself tonightbut I'm sure I'll be out and about. So far, I've spent the day researching, and at Office Max making copies of bankruptcy forms that it will take me fucking forever to fill out. Today has been a mix of good, bad, and horrible ( Read more... )

I don't know whether I'm happy, sad, disappointed, angry, scared or all of the above.

But I know that I'm not in a good mood.

Ahh ( Read more... )

I'm tired but I can't sleep, again. And its too cold outside tonight to drive to the lake and sit on the breakwall, although that seems to be my place of choice lately. I'm getting kind of sick and tired of everything... tired of being broke and worrying about bills, tired of being alone, tired of being lonely, hell sometimes I'm even tired of ( Read more... )

I give up.
Happiness is apparently something I'm not meant to know about. Its like fighting a battle you know you're never going to win against an opponent you know you'll never beat. So before I even invest my time, or my effort, or any fractured piece of whats left of my heart, I quit.
End. Fini. There is no more.