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Writing...
Haven't been on here in forever, but I was recently reminded that Livejournal is still around. I'd like a place to write, that's semi-private but still out there in the world of the internet somehow. Who knows if I'll actually use this, I'm pretty certain no one goes on here anymore, so whatever. I guess it's just a place to exist for right now.
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SUMMA SUMMA YEEEEEEEEEEE!
THINGS THAT I WANT TO DO THIS SUMMER:- Read The Annotated Alice. Kind of like rereading Alice in Wonderland, but with fun tidbits of HISTORY thrown in!!
- Find somewhurr to live
- Spend as much time as I can on a bike or by water outside in the sunshine!
- Visit Alex in San Fran
- Possibly Oregon Country Fair. If so, mushrooms. If not, another music festival??
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So here I am, single again. I my last relationship ended in August; it is now December and I feel like I'm starting to become a better person, to learn and grow and try to not be so hurt by the past. I've been focusing a lot on myself and have been trying to make changes in my life to spice things up a bit. If I go out to the bars I tend to stay ( Read more... ) -
Dream Journal Entry #3
I walk into a liquor store that also is partially a Goodwill. There I find many things I'd like to buy, but the only thing I can remember is a red t shirt that says "Slaveway" on it, harkening back to my days working at the hell hole that is Safeway. As I'm browsing, Blaine (my ex boyfriend) walks in and before he sees me I begin to frantically ( Read more... ) -
Dream Journal Entry #2
It was Halloween and my best girlfriend Alex and I were party hopping and ended up at a movie screening party at one of her friends' houses. I saw this girl Erin that I met while drunk recently who is a friend of Alex's and she was really fucked up on ecstacy wearing a tshirt and bikini bottoms and talking to us. I went to find the bathroom and it ( Read more... ) -
Dream Journal Entry #1
I was going on a field trip for school. I got on the bus and was chatting with my friends about Dallas and how he hurt me. Somebody said that he would be going on the field trip, and all my friends braced themselves to verbally beat the shit out of him. I had created some amazing artwork and started decorating the bus with it, because everyone ( Read more... ) -
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I am so in love. I hope it lasts a while.
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Sorting out the way I feel. Apparently Livejournal is my only outlet?
I am absolutely terrified that someone could possibly love me back. Also I am not convinced that it's possible for someone to care about me enough to continue being my friend after we've had some sort of relationship, because no one has ever cared about me that much. I definitely know how to love, or at least I think I do. Who knows? Perhaps I will ( Read more... ) -
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Why am I stuck on someone who is a selfish asshole, who I was only seeing for a couple weeks, and who didn't care at all about my well-being? I saw him at a party a week ago and left, then at work when I was walking upstairs. And I'm still thinking about him.
Why do you have to exist?