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I can't sleep. I feel like my heart is beating so fast it's vibrating. Yay! -
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I feel like a horrible person. Just when I start to think things are going to be okay I fuck everything up. I feel like every day is a waste. Life is so short I don't want to spend it hurting all the time and being a disappointment to myself and others. I don't know how to fix it though. Maybe some people just aren't meant to be happy. At least I ( Read more... ) -
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you know what is a great idea? telling someone who is already severely depressed that everything they do is shit. -
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hi my name is Angela. I apparently do not like to be happy because I am not capable of being happy for more than 10 minutes at a time. i disappoint every person I interact with for more than 3 seconds. I let people down. i inconvenience them. i write stupid moody blog posts. i'm probably trying to get attention. i am probably an attention whore. i' ( Read more... ) -
Dear Santa
I know it is either a little late or really early but I have a request. I mean really you probably aren't really busy right now, you probably make your elves do everything and you just sit on your fat ass all year. I doubt they have any slave labor laws at the North Pole. So anyway, I would like it very much if you could get me a winning lotto ( Read more... ) -
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i'm fucking ridiculous. -
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i really don't know what the point of life is. it seems like just a big long chain of disappointments and pain. why should i try so hard to survive? for what? i am starting to think there is no real reward to make any of this worth it. i don't want to play anymore. -
kill me now please.
so i really would have been awesome with today not happening. right off the bat things were going wrong at work, just like everything. so that made me a bit grumpy. then i went on lunch and had like 10 minutes left and i got paged that i had a phone call. i wasn't going to take it because i was on lunch but i was like oh maybe it's Nick. I wish i ( Read more... ) -
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a girl from chile IM'ed me on facebook and she doesn't speak english and i don't speak spanish so this is interesting :-P. Yay for probably terrible grammatical translation on bablefish :-P!