I've been sober for almost 7 weeks and here's what I learned so far, it fucking sucks! It sucks and I hate it. I'm so damn bored. Nothing entertains me. I have a hard time concentrating to watch a movie or read a book. I went to a movie that was almost 3 hours long on Sunday and it took everything I had to sit through the entire thing ( Read more... )

I went to my first AA meeting yesterday. It made me feel better about myself. I don't think that's supposed to be the point of going, but it's what it did ( Read more... )

I was out with friends last night and it seemed like it had been forever. In a way it had been. I haven't been around very much in the past year. I'm sorry for that. I've been a shitty and undependable friend and I'm even more sorry for that. I was blinded by what I thought was love, but in reality, it was co-dependency and it was very ( Read more... )

I haven't had a "drink" in 9 days. Today I woke up sick. I'm officially cranky and pissy. Yay Monday!

I'm to blame for the recent chilly weather we've had. I WENT TO CHURCH YESTERDAY.

Damn, I didn't realize it's been so long since my last post ( Read more... )

I decided in the past month or so that I'd like to work in a more administrative role in the mental health field. I'm finding that I just don't have it in me to go see people everyday and deal with their issues on such a direct level. I'd like to make a difference by working for change on a grander scale. I feel that assuming an administrative ( Read more... )

Snow can sometimes cause things to happen that wouldn't normally happen. Tonight was an example of that. So it appears I spoke too hastily earlier. I do NOT hate the MOTHERFUCKING snow!

I HATE THE MOTHERFUCKING SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just spent 3 hours on the phone and then found out that I didn't get nominated for a Nobel Peace Prize. Fucking ridiculous!