I want a fresh start.

I don't have my cell phone anymore. Long story that I don't wanna go into. I stay up til 3:30 crying my eyes out. Sigh I hate myself. I am so stupid. I wish I did not care for anything.

I just feel lonely right now. I don't know how some women can do it for years. I mean it's been two and a half days and I'm going crazy. At least it'll all be over in 28 days. Maybe life can return to normal again. And it's definitely hard since we had this huge argument before he left. I just have so much built up inside me and I can't release for ( Read more... )