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I miss falling asleep peacfully and quietly. Every now and then I get a night void of conversation and giggles and those are the nights I sleep soundly.

C'est Lavi

New thoughts on love/relationships/life ( Read more... )

It turns out Stackhouse reads my Xanga. That makes me feel terrible, as I have said things there I don't necessarily mean and/or they can come across wrong. Also, no one else that reads that thing has ever really had anything nice to say about him - except maybe Lauren ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you are doing everything wrong? Yeah. I dont know whats wrong with me but I need to buck up (cowboy the fuck up, if you will).
I'm getting sort of bored of being unhappy.

I just had a vivid flashback to a dream I dreamed last night but had already forgotten. It's disturbing, and it seems so real.

I dont like when my dreams get confused with memories.

In what reality can your professor look you in the eyes and say "it is clear from your test that you completely understand the concepts but you are still wrong".

In my reality, which sucks by the way.

Today I did poorly on a test that I was told repeatedly woudl be "no big deal" by the teacher ( Read more... )

Hanging out with the Brand*ns makes me feel rather stupid sometimes ( Read more... )

This is more a post for Lauren since she commented that she often checks my sad/angry venting space that is live journal. For you, I leave these happy little thoughts ( Read more... )