Let's see... I can't tell if I am more nervous and scared, or more excited and happy. It really is a strange feeling. Combination of the two. I have spent the entire day today cleaning and re-cleaning. Really is nerve-racking. Oh yeah, Ryan is moving here tomorrow. Gosh. I wish I could say I want him to live here... it's terrible really. I ( Read more... )

It feels so good to be home. I feel like I haven't left the hospital in a week. 12-hr shifts just seem to all run together into one big giant shift. I wish I could say that I had great plans for my day off, but so far I went to the dentist and had my teeth cleaned, and then sat around and watched tv, eating ice cream to defeat the purpose of ( Read more... )

Wow. I decided that today is the day to do nothing but sit back and reflect on my life... Stumbling onto my journal again last night, I realized that I don't really know why I have always posted in the past. It really has been a stress-reliever I suppose [that's definitely it]. So I have been sitting here scrolling through the "past" and it's ( Read more... )

Well it looks as if it has been about 8 months or more since I have logged onto here... so it's about time. I'm just feeling pretty lonely tonight. Ever since moving out here (to Denver), I feel like I haven't had time to breathe... and now that the time has come, I don't know what to do with myself. It's kind of a turning point in my life. I ( Read more... )

I'm so sick... :( This is awful. I haven't gotten sick at all this semester. I really thought I could set a new record for myself, but of course with one week left in the semester I'm stuck in bed. I definitely got my flu shot as soon as they came out, but apparently they don't work this year. Anyways, I'm just writing in here because I haven ( Read more... )

This is quite possibly one of the last papers I will ever have to write... and I just can't seem to get it done! Man I love procrastination. I covered up my tv though, and I promised myself that I could listen to some good music as soon as this thing gets finished. Being that I am already on my computer, I may as well take a tiny break to say a ( Read more... )

Well, the Broncos didn't win last night but KC was still super fun. I'm glad that we went. Now it's the day after Thanksgiving and I'm so bored. There are a million sales, but I can't think of anything that I need to buy. I wish I could take advantage of today, but I really have no ambition whatsoever to get up off of the couch. On a happy ( Read more... )

Here's a few pics from Sat night   :)


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Well, I feel like I have been studying all day.  It doesn't matter how many hours I seem to put in.  I never feel very productive.  Oh well.  No long post tonight.  Although I have many things that I could talk extensively about, I really just wanted a 5 minute break to take my mind off of acute liver cirrhosis, myelomeningocele, and increased ( Read more... )

I decided today that the biggest problem contributing to people getting along and accepting each other, is how poor communication really is in today's society.  So many people today are so entirely caught up in what they believe, that they often tend to ignore (or don't even pay any attention at all) to what the other has to say ( Read more... )