Why is it that everytime I think im getting close to someone, they pull away, they stop talking. Everytime I get close to him, something changes and things go back to the way they were, where even talking online seems to be a struggle. When we are alone things are so much more simpler, but the minute we go back things are so complicated, and too ( Read more... )

I think it finally hit me that I am senior. I finaly realized that this is my last "safety" year. I will be going to college somewhere, and my life will be changing. All of sudden, im worried, what if it is not good enough? What if i dont get accepted? What if i screw up? THe what ifs? are scaring me. This is such a life changing year, and i ( Read more... )

Why is that those who are closest to you are always taken away? Why is those who make your life beautiful and livable are the ones who arent there to see you at ur greatest? Why is those who make u strive for your best, are not there when u finally acheive it. These people can never be replaced. These people will forever be remembered. Those ( Read more... )

My schedule:
first period: AP Govt
second period: Psychology
third period: Exec
lunch
fourth period: Euro AP
fifth period: English AP
sixth period: Calc AB AP
seventh period: orchestra

You know those days when a friend tells you something that they did. Something that you have wanted them to do for so long. Well this is one of those days. My friend did something that made me really happy. Im really proud of my friend. It was a good day

I had an interesting dream last night and it made me wonder are dreams supposed to be telling you something? Are they supposed to be omens of what is going to come or of what you subconcously want? What if it is a dream that is possible, but is never going to really happen. I am not talking about flying or being chased by some hideous monster. ( Read more... )

why do some people have all the luck and others have none? Why is it that some people always get the attention while others are looked right through like they arent even there? Why is it that some people will never be more than friends? Why isnt everyone's life like the cinderella story..with a prince charming at the end? I already have a ( Read more... )

So for the last three days i was on vacation with my family. I went to Sacramento, Lake Tahoe, and Reno. I had never been up there before it is very different than LA. On our drive up there i saw farm after farm. I saw strawberry, oranges, mandarin oranges, lemons, grapes, corn, and peach farms. I also saw many cow farms. Cows here are fat. ( Read more... )

I finally got cable interent! Im very excited becuase now my sis and i can be online at hte same time and i can talk on the phone! Well because i changed my interent im going to change my email address. It is my aim sn at yahoo.com. If you dont get it call my cell and ask me

You know when you watch movies, especially chick flicks the girl likes the guy or the guy likes the girl, but they are too scared to do anything about it or something keeps getting in the way, but in the end when they do get together the other one felt the same way. That is rarely ever true about real life, the one who likes someone usually ends ( Read more... )