You know i thought that since I didnt have summer school this summer i would be happier not so bored. That is not the case...as much as school is boring being home and doing nothing is much worse. I was hoping to get a job but i dont know if that is going to happen becuase no one has called me back yet. I can drive, but im still stuck at home... ( Read more... )

I have always felt that friends are one of the most important things to me. My friends have always been there for me, and I hope that I can be there for me. I never thought that making friends was very hard for me, because so many of you have always been there for me. But, outside of school I have realized that its not as easy for me to make ( Read more... )

You know that feeling you get, when you arent sure. That is how i am feeling. For awhile i was sure but now i am very uncertain. I hate changing my mind, especially based on whether i have a conversation or not. I wish it was all or nothng i hate being in the middle. I hate how my feelings change depending on whether i see that person or not. ( Read more... )

I spent the entire day looking for a job. At the beginning I had no luck because every one i asked said they didnt hire minors or that they werent hiring. Then I asked at Sears, and i filled out an application and now i have an interview on thursday. Then i went to the mall and got a bunch of new applications, so i hope that one of them leads to ( Read more... )

Today was the last day of finals! YaY!!! Like i have written in many yearbooks this year has gone by so fast, I cant believe we are already going to be seniors. I am so happy i am done with finals, i have taken so many tests this year im exhausted just thinking about it. Well today was a very uneventful day. AFter finishing my english final i ( Read more... )

I think this is the first time in my life that i havent gone to school, when i havent been sick. Well it was really pointless for me to go becuase i had already given my spanish final which is sixth period and we havent done anything in bio for a couple of weeks now. Instead at home i got a little caught up on my sleep and i studied for chem, and ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel really sad or upset when you really dont have any reason to. Lately i feel really not happy, but i dont have any reason to. I think i have cried more over the past couple of days then i have in the last year . Its not like i just got horrible news or that my dad got mad at me. I dont know its weird ( Read more... )

Wow I havent updated in such a long time. I have been so busy with school, and being in New York and then school again. I took SAT IIs today, i think (hope) they went well, i think i did better than last time. I felt that i had more time for the writing section this time and Nasrin said that the IC was really easy compared to the IIC so i hope i ( Read more... )

SAT scores came home today.  Not a good day at my house.  I have once again disappointed my dad.  My sister tried to make me feel better but how cus she was disappointed too.  I got yelled at, and was basically told that i have no summer becuase im gonna spend it studying for SATs. This is making me rethink my next year plan, maybe i have taken on ( Read more... )

You guys want to hear to something funnie, i couldnt remember my password for my lj so i couldnt update....it was so sad becuase i actually have the time. Spring break has been going ok...I took SATs on saturday and i hope i did well. I went out with sierra and saw Jersey Girl...it was a lot of fun becuase i never get to spend any time with her ( Read more... )