Gah~ here I am freezing my ass, toes, and fingers off wondering why it is so bloody fucking cold in the house when my father has the heat on and I discover the reason... the heat is only set to 58. Seriously... what the fuck? Its bad enough that when its like 70 outside when I come home the house is still frigid. Man he can be an inconsiderate cunt

Yeah so the day started pretty normal... I didn't sleep and as a result I was able to attend my classes on time. However, getting there proved to be... tedious. Once again some retard tried to drive with their dick and received rather poor results... resulting in a traffic jam in which it took me 20 minutes to drive 2 miles. Of course, there was ( Read more... )

Mwahahhahaha! Well as some of you may know today is my birthday, I am now 24... yeah depressing. I also finally had shoulder surgery about two weeks ago so I have my left arm stuck in a fucking sling for at least four more weeks(making this post is highly annoying when I can only type with one hand). Oh yeah... I also started my schoolin' again... ( Read more... )

I am a complete fucking asshole and deserve anything that may happen as a result of my fuck up.

aff... it is like almost 2 and here I am bored in the USC Sumter library. Why you ask? Well it seems that I was denied financial aid for this fall due to 2 deficit hours. Well thinkin' that I could just make it up if I took a summer course, my mom made me take a class. Ironically, it doesn't help at all with my financial aid problem... I had to ( Read more... )

My god... I just had the worse fuckin' dream of my life.... words can't describe this. In fact... it is just so hard to explain but I can't go to sleep... not again. I feel so fuckin' disoriented right now... almost drunk. I will tell about the worse parts though: It was a dream within a dream within a dream... once I got out of the first cycle of ( Read more... )

Well this sucks... can't get to sleep again. Ever since Sami and I broke up I haven't had a decent nights sleep. I guess I keep thinkin'/worryin' about shit even though I don't want to and when I do finally get some sleep I am constantly wakin' up. Gah~ maybe I should invest in some Ny-Quil or something... or find something to occupy my time.

Yeah so today went better... much better than yesterday. Kinda' glad I didn't shave my head... that would have looked weird. However, I did do something just as shockin' and drastic... I shaved off my facial hair. Yeps, one of the rarest things that you have ever seen me do... this is the second time I have done it in 5 years... don't know what to ( Read more... )

Yeah so I got uber depressed for my own reasons and I decided to shave my head... but my trimmer didn't work... tried a few times but my hair kept gettin' caught in it. Maybe it wasn't meant to be... all I know is that depression + alcohol=nothin' good. Guess I should be glad I didn't try to slit my wrists... sure a razor would have been far more ( Read more... )

Ahhh... the ever rare post by yours truly. I do apoligize for my inactivity on LJ, which is due to three main reasons ( Read more... )