Thought maybe i could update a little. Hmmm not much has happened. The allele cd release weekend was a blast. I'll put some pics behind a cut for ya later. Work has sucked, but what else is new?! lol I really need to look for another job. I'm kind of waiting to see what time my class is going to be next semester. yes i'm going back to school ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to BRITTY!!!!

And i'll update eventually but for now...

please http://www.music-wars.com/news/bandofthemonth.php  go there and vote for allele in the third section. Do it for me. I'm not feeling well and it would make me happy :)

by the way...if you haven't gotten the cd...shame on you. Go to any Best Buy and they will have it. The sales were so good the ( Read more... )

I'll update before i head out. I'm off to LA tomorrow. We really dont' know any details but that we fly out tomorrow at 2ish...and fly in sunday night. then i'm at my sister's house until Wendesday then friends fly in on thursday for the release weekend for allele's cd release. So the only internet i'll use is to check my email. i need the break. i ( Read more... )

Bowling= fun...great times had by all ( Read more... )

BUY IT BITCHES!!!! 2 weeks!


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I knew the cold hearted wouldn't last long. the nice sweet Beth is back that everyone knows. I just can't find it in myself to turn a friend away when they are upset. Though friends do it to me day in and day out...i will always be that person that someone can turn to. It's just me. I can't make that stop. It fucks me everytime...but I deal and ( Read more... )

I took a long drive tonight and thought about things. Thought about the way things were going and how unhappy I am. I realized why. It's cause I depend on people to much. So back up my wall goes. Time to be cold hearted again. You want me to be there for you when times are tough....tough shit. you weren't there for me. This whole weekend I've ( Read more... )

sitting at home...alone. Yet another night I have off wasted sitting at the computer looking at the screen and wishing i was out just with someone so i wasn't here. I'm getting so tired of being here. I have friends that actually have the night off...Josh knowing it's my one night off...just wants to stay home. It's like he doesn't want to hang ( Read more... )

Well I said again, though i think my up times were just fake. I hate being down. I hate this feeling inside. Why can't things just be well for an extended period of time ( Read more... )