i like my body when it is with youri like my body when it is with your ( Read more... )

I feel funny... not in a bad way, just in a hard-to-describe way. Kind of... colored-outside-the-lines if that makes any sense, or like coral with all the soft little polyps stretching into the water, a million fingers touching everything ( Read more... )

Anytime I'm told to expect something particularly good, I don't believe it's actually going to happen. A lot of times it doesn't (and even then it was worth it for a few hours of feeling like I mattered in some profound and imaginary way), and when it does it always feels... unreal somehow, like it's a dream I'm impossibly close to waking up from.

On your playlist, hit shuffle, and write down your favorite lyric to the first 10 songs, no matter how embarassing, weird, etc. Then it's up to your friends to guess the song ( Read more... )

So, I went to a show last night, which was fantastic, except for the presence of Stalker Chick (whose name I do know, thank you very much) who, besides following me around all night, sidled up to me at the begining of the show and asked "So are you going to have some fun? Make out with some guys while your boyfriend's not around?" Note that was ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how I'm feeling today... very disposable, I guess, like there are countless other people who would do a better job at serving whatever purpose I might. It's an ugly little feeling of redundancy ( Read more... )

I feel like I have pyrotechnics in my head ( Read more... )

Right now I feel really good about just existing and I don't know why. It's that feeling of having the brightness turned up on life... there's so damn much to take in. I've been walking around all big-eyed and intensely focused on everything at once... I'm so happy to be here soaking it all in ( Read more... )

James, you're my hero ^_^

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