this is the last time i will have anything to do with live journal. if i knew how to dlete my account, i would. it just seems to bare hurt, so no more...

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I've started to write some new poetry. its just a rough draft though. its not quite at the standard of where my writing use to be but here it is anyways ( Read more... )

i have officially declared myself as lonely. i met someone really great, but i dont know what to do. i'm still not over jeff and i dont know if i ever will. but this new guy is really sweet and he really likes me. i just dont know what to do. i'm so fucking emo when it comes to dating right now. i'd rather just have something casual, u know, ( Read more... )

i randomly realize that i havent updated in awhile. then i seem crazy cause my entries have big chunks of time out of them. life has been pretty good lately. i had an escort for homecoming, but then he randomly desided that he didnt want to go anymore. so i'm having ashley find someone to go with me. i'll probably just go alone though. its really ( Read more... )

Jeff left for school today. All I want to do is cry, but I can't seem to bring myself to. I guess I've cried to much lately. He means so much to me. I can't believe I won't be seeing him every day. It just doesn't feel right. I can't wait to get a chance to go down and see him. I feel so broken and empty without him. I love him so much it hurts. ( Read more... )

my sister moved out so i'm rearranging my bedroom. its good so far but i'm so tired i have to take a break. i'm killing my back. i moved everything myself. theres a lot of really really heavy stuff in that room. but when its done and i have everything in there, it will be really easy to have ppl stay the night. i have my bed and i'm getting a queen ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

PHANTOM'S VOICE ( Read more... )

saturday night was so fucking awesome!!!! Rocky Horror made me sooooo happy!!! i but you'll never guess what the best part was..... when i tripped over a chain!!!! its really sad that i didnt see it, but it didnt hurt too bad, my legs are just really bruised. and it hurts when my cat walks on them ( Read more... )

139 out of 208.... mom used to work for a video store and does again. i watch tooo many movies ( Read more... )