So its been a rough week. Molly and I are over. I moved at again, this time it feels like we are over for good. It hurts so much. I can't sleep or eat. My heart hurts so much I can hear it pound in my ears. I failed her! If only I maybe made more money, maybe bought her more things. Some how showed her that I loved her. She was my world, I'm lost ( Read more... )

nothing seems to work out any more. every time a take a steep forward i get kicked back 2. its a constant loosing battle and its starting to blow. molly changed her mind every other day. she wants me and needs me then she doesnt know if she does. i dont know if i can handle it for much longer. i dont feel like talking to her sometimes. it just ( Read more... )

so life as i know it has been up and down. one day im happy and the next i hate it...ive never felt this way before. i miss molly so bad it hurts. i know i was in a bad funk when i got home. i didnt want to do anything. i was just sitting at home doing nothing, wasting life like it was forever. i took a dumb relationship test today, turns out ( Read more... )

only 15 days till ill be done with school then ill be home!!!!!!!

Just when things are going good i got the news. my battlion is in iraq till march so i wasnt going to have to go but they just called up a nother one to go in april and there is a 80% chance that i will have to go with them. ill be gone for 9 months. ill miss birthdays, holidays, and everyone. things will change even more. ill be left out of the ( Read more... )

So I get to spend one of the most important holidays here in gulfport mississippi. I will not be with my family eatting turkey and corn, and rolls and all that other good junk. I wont get to sit around all night talking about the past year. I wont be there when the dog jumps up on to the table and eats the left overs. This makes me sad. I just want ( Read more... )

What did I do?

well here i sit on a friday night doing nothing while all my friends are back home living life. but i im doing this so you all can have fun. I love you all

Tons has happend in my own little world. 1st of i would like to say i miss and love you all.
im done with boot camp (9 weeks long)
now im in GulfPort mississippi for the next 12 weeks!
ive been own my own living life to the fullest (well as much as the navy allows)
i cant wait till i get home (feb 1st-ish)

Bye everyone

tuesday