Hello everyone. The point of the entry is to say I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE. I really dont, Im sick of trying and trying and trying, and just being pushed to the side, im sick of caring what people think, and im sick of being treated like shit. So from now on, im just done. Im not mad at anyone, I just dont care.

Why am I always so depressed? I honestly dont know why. All I want is to be loved, is that so much to ask for? Honestly?

I dont know if you even read journals anymore, but this has been the first time ive updated in awhile. I never get a chance to talk to you, even if your at work. So I guess I'll do it right now. You have no idea how much I like you. I like you a lot, and to tell you the truth i went out with a couple different guys just to see if i actually liked ( Read more... )

Its done. Im over it.

Lifes been pretty grand. Been hangin out with my friends more. Me and Tiffani are pretty close again, which is awesome. So last night was New Years and I didnt drink at all. Dont really see a point in it anymore. I had tons of fun w/o being a drunk. I kinda miss Jeff and Brian, so when you see this jeff, lets go hang out at B's :D

Peace Nigs...

If you dont want to be my friend anymore or hang out with me anymore, then just fucking tell me.

Goin with Jenny for new years....

Im so essited!!!

Happy upcoming 2006 everyone :)

I need somethin to do for new years everyone!!!

Hey everyone, How ya'll doin?! I know its been awhile since ive updated, but I have just been kid of busy with shit. Ive been doin alright, just hangin in there ya know. I know your all excited to know whats been goin on with me, so I'll fill ya in ( Read more... )

Being with somebody else for a little bit, made me realize how much I cant stop liking you. You know who you are.