I am in a most spaced out mood. It's like the world is moving in triple quick temporal elipsis photography and I'm just plodding one foot down after the other. I think it's mainly linked to sleep deprivation. I should really get some of that before this late afternoon else I may be hitting a severe bout of narcolepsy. Falling asleep when someone ( Read more... )

Recently, I pondered that God did not exist purely because he allows sneezes to tease us and then disappear before we can nurture them to deeply gratifying fruition.

Now, I have one solid, cast-iron proof that God DOES exist and he loves us very, very much.

Women's tennis.

My boss is not back from Spain, so I'm Acting Lead again. Which means I had to stay last night and will do so tonight aswell. Great. I get so stressed when in authority. I didn't ask for the job, it's just foisted upon me. The extra money is great, but is it worth all the stress.. over perhaps having to make a phonecall? My throat contracts at the ( Read more... )

The next two nights hold some very easy work, fingers crossed. And I'll be going home early on one of the nights, so thumbs up, there ( Read more... )

I had the most bizarre dream last night ( Read more... )

Darkened bedroom, windows open, the sound of the rain outside and rumblings of a storm in the distance.

You feel like the only person alive.

Perhaps I am. I spoke with Kerry earlier and now feel very empty. And guilty.

I just know I'm going to fuck it all up and break hearts.

It's just classic me.

I just hate it when people from work text me, asking me to call them back. It's not the cost of the call (I'm not that petty).. I just don't like this one particular person and I know he's going to ask me for a shift swap, probably on a weekend. And I'll be too weak to say no. Geh ( Read more... )

This is the best part of the week.. the cool, post-BBQ Saturday night winddown. The alcohol is still in the bloodstream and you sit in the garden, the cool breeze on your face, trying to remember exactly how the garden was before your Dad changed it. Trying to remember how you and your sibling had water fights and hours in the paddling pools when ( Read more... )

I've just managed to inadvertently and unwittingly steal some gum.

::checking flights to Brazil::

OK, I know I said I needed to cut down on alcohol, but tonight is now BBQ night. How can you have a BBQ without any ice cold beer? No cigarettes for me this weekend.

I need to go buy some cold beer, cheese squares and burger rolls.

It's so damn hot, it's not even funny.