Please don't take this the wrong way...or blow it out of proportion, but i think i should be honest;

I dont really feel close to you anymore, i dont know or understand why. when I see you at work i dont feel the same inside.

Before when i would look at you i would feel so warm, sometimes little tinglies, butterflies maybe, my heart would just sink ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do anymore.
I'm so sad.
I just dont know how you could hurt me so many times and not feel bad for it.
I have regretted every single time i hurt you, even after you hurt me.
You say you love me and want to marry me and maybe kids one day but why do you do things like this to me when you know how hard it is for me to forgive. you know ( Read more... )

yeah once again my boyfriend seems to upset me this time it was for one of the most dumbest reasons ever. ew started fighting for a dumb reason on the fone so we hung up then i got on the computer and talkged to ginger on aim ten me and her got off and she called me so we were talking for a long time then felix called and i told him i'd call him ( Read more... )

man i havent updated in a while my computer was broken for a while and i was too lazy to fix it so i finally did and just in time so i can do my homework easily school is cool i am kinda talking to this guy named felix he is really nice and cool but he looks hotter with longer hair and he cut it so i am waiting for it to grow back man he leads me ( Read more... )

today was a good day school was cool it was funny well instead of typeing it all over again ill just paste mine and danielas conversation ( Read more... )

ok today was cool in the morning it was pretty lame but i got to eat french toast cept jacob came rite when i had just finished making it so i had to stuff it all in my mouth and i didnt get to sabor the great taste but thats ok we went to the movies and saw cellular it was a good movie it was like 2 hours long but with all the previews it was like ( Read more... )

MAN I FOUND OUT SOMETHIGN REALLY GROSS AND DIRTY AND EWWWWW OH MY GOD!!!!!!! BUT NOOOOO I CANT TELL ANYONE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SWORN TO SECRECY AND BY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS WHO I CANT EVEN NAME!!!!!!! GRRR ITS SO GROSS AND I WANNA SAY GRRR!! gotta go

ANOTHER FUCKASS DAY!!! yeah... story of my life ... sadly... well i just came back from my trip yesterday no the day before on the 31st i unpacked all my things and went to jaydes house it was fun getting to spend time with my other family and then at 12 we popped fire works and then me and jayde stayed up until 3am watching the law and order ( Read more... )

.... not like fuck up the ass though... or maybe... hmm... well only for the people who dont like being fuked up the ass.... i dont like being fuked up the ass.... but then again iv never been fuked up the ass... but that just sounds gross... *whispers to self* "fuked up the ass ( Read more... )

Hi justin i know your reading this now!!!