fuck
my
life

she drives me crazy.

i don't know what to do with myself

i don't understand why i keep trying and trying for something just know..

won't happen.

i changed my mind.

fuck you...

and you...

and you too.

oh, maybe you. maybe.

until you stupid little douchebags can get a steady relationship yourself..
stay the FUCK out of mine.

but shit. what do you think i am? WHO do you think i am?
seriously, to think that i would let myself get to that point..?

i dont know whats going on in your mind. i guess i never really do. i never really did..
it helps to talk about stuff. dont just lie and act like everything is okay.

oh how i just fucking enjoy coming home to find my mail on the groud in front of my fucking door.

or to find the door unlocked but my roommate locked away in his fucking room.

or finding a message on aim saying "do the dishes"

what the FUCK.

Oh my god. I can not even explain my feelings right now ( Read more... )

ugh goddamnit...
i feel like such a failure. i wish i could do something to help but i cant even do that :(

sdakfljnadskjfadsughhhhhh.