I just feel so terrible today. All I want to do is sleep. I wore my fat jeans from a year and a half ago and they were way too small. I put on a pair of size 15 pants just 10 minutes ago and I have this huge fat blob in the front. That spare tire region. I also have a slight camel toe. I haven't weighed myself recently and I don't want to. I'm ( Read more... )

So so.... just when I think life is picking up and I have everything figured out it fucks me over. I got demoted.... while I didn't like the job in the first place.... everything I've done in the past 2 years (just short of getting drunk) has been for safeway... so I feel empty now ( Read more... )

I fucking hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I almost slit my wrists over a customer today... Life is very sad indeed.

Life is really really weird in the face that its really really boring.

So I'm super sick right now. My throat feels like it was grated and then rubbed with raw meat. Its a delicious feeling! My head hurts, I'm coughing like a mo-fo... and well my diet has consisted of mostly chocolate since I can't smoke ( Read more... )

So life kinda rocks... except I'm horney as fuck without a good boy to shag.

Adam.... good bye.. that kid is nutso.
I had a once night stand with some guy when I was really drunk... I might hook up with that again... I'm severely convinced that he was really unattractive though.

Why are my guys always unfuckable possibilities.

so its 5 am I'm super bored.
I started my cabbage soup diet again.... the soups not bad I'm eating it right now... its just the lack of sugar that gets me.

ciao dearies

Ps I'm going to japan in a month!!!

some days , like today... I just hate my job.

SO yah went to bedoin soundclash on thursday.. It super rocked!! I bought a shirt-t and got Jay to sign it. I pointed straight at my breast area... but he was classy and signed just above my boobs. I'm such a slut sometimes. I got their cd to, I've been listening to it 24/7 ( Read more... )