i havent written in a while... there has been a lot going on latly that i wont go all out into detail. i didnt go to school today. i hope Ever had an alright day today... its just that i woke up with morning and i thought i was going to cry. i felt so lifeless and i just didnt want to do anything except sleep. so i reached for my cell phone (it was ( Read more... )

well i am going to go to church and go to the vine... i thought being around some of my friends at church they might give some positive advice about the situation that is going on ( Read more... )

i almost think i am more scared than anything ( Read more... )

i went to panama city beach and i had a blast! i met a lot of new people and made lots of new friends. but while i was down their i realized the type of person i was turning into, and it scared me ( Read more... )

*sigh* im tired. i still need to pack though.
tonight was the last night of Pageant... its sad cause I'm going to miss it.
Erins in New York :/ i hope shes okay...
i hope Ever will be alright while i am gone...

im tired lol i need to go pack now...

so yes i havent updated in a while but here i am ( Read more... )

its qutie ironic how i am killing myself over being in pageant and i very seldomly appreciated. i love being in pageant and i love my church. first my nails are too long and i am told to get them cut now my braces shine too much and i am being asked to put wax or something of the sort to tone them down a bit or atleast not be so close to the front ( Read more... )

i didnt get up until 1:30 today. i have had an awesome weekend. it has been alot of fun ( Read more... )

i just got home... i have had an awesome day! and an even awesomer<--(lol thats not even a word) night.

pageant was great...

dinner was great...

everything was great...

i get to be with Ever tomorrow too. i hope tomorrow is as good as today was...

bed sounds AWESOME! i think i will go there... i will write more tomorrow when i am rested

i read this in a journal entry at www.caringbride.com. a very close friend of mine and the familys was diagnosed with luekemia a couple of months ago... he just turned 5 years old. please read the poem below.

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