Last night Todd had his comedy show at the improv. i was scheduled to work that night at the hilton, but todd was very persistent that i be there for him, so my manager let me take an hour off of work to go see todd's set. i get there on time , i am watching his set and right after his last joke he starts to confess his love for me to the audience ( Read more... )

there is this douche bag who always comes into red sea like every single day, it sucks big time , and i am at work right now and guess who is here , yes it's el douche. i also picked up another job at the hilton as a cocktail server. i am excited about the job , i start on wednesday. so i will be cutting back on my hours at red sea. for a little ( Read more... )

so christmas was gooooood. todd's mom bought us a love sac, its huge and its lime green corduroy and we love it.i also got the victoria secret push up with out padding bra and my boobs look like jessica rabbit's when i wear it, also got M.A.C make up ,a robe, and lots of other cool things but thats not the meaning of christmas. it was great ( Read more... )

i really need a new lj icon. blah.
i really need to clean my room.
i really want one of those push up with out padding vitoria secret bras.

i will never be beautiful through my eyes until i start loving myself.

So i started working at windsor this week. its a womens clothing store that prides itself in the latest fashion trends. The dress code is pretty strict for instance you must be in windsor style, no T-shirts and if you wear jeans they must have no holes or ripes and must be "dressed up" with high heels. plus only dress shoes can be worn. on top of ( Read more... )

i feel like i am passed my good looking prime. thats sad. especially because i am only 19. but hopefully i can gain that back by doing these simple steps. 1. exercise and eat better while having some help from a diet pill. 2. possibly get hair extensions so my hair is to my chin length in the front and short in the back. also here are other things ( Read more... )

Todd is going to ask my father for my hand in marriage when we go down to tucson for thanksgiving. is that weird i know todd is going to ask me to marry him? usually thats a surprise thing , right? however it will be a year - 2 year engagement , we feel it'd be better if we were 21 when we have our wedding so it would be legal to drink. I am very ( Read more... )

went and took a dance class finally at the tempe dance academy. it wasn't as bad as i thought an adult jazz class would be, its odd i am an adult now.anyhoo todd has A.D.d and its driving me crazy . all he wants to do is play video games, and he doesnt like to kiss me (sometimes) and then when i get him away from the video games he starts doing ( Read more... )

im drunk, todd's mad that i'll type something bad about him while i am drunk. but i am not going to. damn't i have to amount to something in my life time or else i will be a fail in all eyes. fuck fuck fuck , its true i am wasted. . . i think i am more likeable qhen i am wasted, do you? todd likes me at first them i start asking too many questions ( Read more... )