i went and saw modest mouse last night and it rocked hard ( Read more... )

im at work and im bored , but i am being payed soo its not so bad.
im hungry. i took a nap before work but im still tired and very lazy. blah

if anyone has not been to this website you are missing out .
on other notes i am very emotional lately , i look at myself in the mirror and begin to cry because i think i am ugly. i cry when todd does not want to kiss me , i thought something was wrong with me but then i remembered i am just a girl...

i dressed up as sally bowles from cabaret , i looked pretty good, except that people who haven't seen cabaret thought i was a hooker. so we went to a party and it sucked so we tried going to another party and we couldnt find it, i ended up going home at 11:30. it sucked real bad . now i have to pay $35 just to get back to phoenix because i have to ( Read more... )

dream #1- last night in my dream i looked like jessica beil and myself combined , it was pretty weird. so because i hated myself so much i decieded to kill myself, so i scalped my head , but afterwards i was still alive and the hair grew back.

todd just crapped in his pants!

i wish i had more friends, so if you live in tempe and want a friend too . . speak up

its so beautiful and cloudy out right now ( Read more... )

the perfect place to write in my live journal is when its a slow night at the good ols red sea cafe. lately its been pretty boring nothing exciting to write about until now... my mother has become my talent agent and has found a bunch of places for me to audition at to get into a show and the cool thing is that most of these plays pay, so i have ( Read more... )

so i am now 19 years old. kinda exciting, its like 16 was cool ... 18 was nice too but there is nothing exciting about 19. the only thing i can do now that i couldnt before was serve alchol, big woop. well i guess im that much closer to being 21. hey and if anyone knows someone who makes fake IDs ( in phx.) Please let me know. so i got sheets from ( Read more... )