I am the key to the lock in your house ( Read more... )

It's over now. As i sort through the pieces of our past i can't help but regret so many things that went wrong. i empty the bags of my things to find everything you hated about me. all of it. left at your house, in your space, for months now. you've found something new, someone new, and i have yet again become obsolete. the reoccurring events in my ( Read more... )

lately I'm letting it all fall apart ( Read more... )

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the magazine is out! fuck yes FIRST COVERBOYS EVER ( Read more... )

what are the rules of a relationship? and why am i so crazy. am i allowed to kick myself out of my own head? if yes, then how? cause I'm getting pretty tired of sharing my thoughts with myself. ever feel like a schizophrenic? i know i do.

todays intake is 470 calories, and me and keda went to the gym and burnt off more than 560 calories. not to mention we worked out and are getting stronger and more toned.

summertime fitness here i come n_n*

consumes me ( Read more... )

but im losing it.

its good. ive reverted to one meal a day and i feel near pure...

but not quite.

drinking is tooo mnay calories that im not willing to sacrifice just yet, so thank god for metabowize.

yesterday and the day before i decided to get in shape and i jogged/walked 6 miles. IT KILLED ME.

uhhg i am so sore but thats okay because i am set on looking good and getting in shape for the summer.

thank god for diet pills though ;)

XOXOXOXOX