Depressed. Apathetically curious if it's because of girl troubles or a fucking music midterm. Perhaps neither. Tired. Want to sleep, but can't. Will fail and disappoint everyone and everything if I do. I hate school. No, not "man there is so much work" hate actually hate. What's the point? I'll work in a cubicle for the rest of my life, unloved and ( Read more... )

Mrmph. Midterm #1 was okay. Problem set was easy. The Program is not done, not even close to being done, and I'm not even close to making progress on it. I am a terrible student. But I'm okay with it.

What's so different about this year?

Mood swinger extraordinaire has now jumped from incredibly sad to kind of upbeat now that I've started doing homework. Maybe that's just it, I hate doing homework, but only before I start. I'm an idiot.

I slept through my midterm. My phone was set to "vibrate all". This is horrible.

After reading the wikipedia article again, I think I might actually be bi-polar.

Ahhh, claire is online. I have to study for a midterm that's happening in 9 hours. Now I'm sitting here repeating to myself "don't talk to her, she's a bitch". In other news I think I'm screwing up everything.

So, uh... this most likely will be my last post ever ( Read more... )

I tried talking with the crush on aim today. It didn't work out spectacularly, which makes me glad. If it had, I would use AIM as a crutch, which I hate doing. I need to get the balls to just visit her. Unlikely.

My new favorite word: come-fucking-pletely. Heh, it's a pun.