Its gotten worse.i am poasibly starting to become paranoid..or it is that Ihave become a toxic thing. I CAN'T even bring myself to say "toxic PERSON" bc that would imply a positive implication.I dontfewl like a peraon ( Read more... )

I feel like all I do is annoy my husband. He is making me so bitter. He is so controlling and arrogant. He is also super lazy jerk that does not like to spend any time with us, his family unless they are completely quiet. Sometimes I think he would love it if we all had our mouth sewed closed.

This whole 3 day weekend he stayed locked up in his ( Read more... )

The last entry I wrote was in 2009.

Then:

At 23 years old, living from place to place, mostly single.  Obsessed with and dating on and off my online bipolar, narcissist boyfriend. I was becoming a woman but very much a girl. I was living with my Auntie Rose in a small 2 bedroom apartment in SF Tenderloin district (sharing a room with 3 strangers ( Read more... )

I'm starting to look at myself differenltly. I think I am starting to see my outter beauty. Sure I am not blon-haired and blue-eyed and sure I eat more than I should resulting in a little bit too much "curviness" LOL But hey I am me and I have my own sort of beauty ( Read more... )

My head hurts....great day though. *sighs* I do not even know why I feel like blogging. I guess it is because I have nothing better to do. I mean life has been very much eventful and dramatic lately. Everything from thinking that I was going to loose my job because I didnt kiss this one jerks ass at work to the identity theft I am currently ( Read more... )

There isnt much to say about family other than everything is the same. My parents are still divorced and I still havent talked to my mom or grandmother. My uncle never returned my laptop and has been ignoring my phone calls and now I am starting to think he is eiher dead or my grandma got to him. Years of being the good girl and the quiet kid ( Read more... )

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I went to work early in the morning. I had to get there by 4:30. >_< aye!!! The day lasted too damn long. UGH ( Read more... )

Subject:Thank God for you......Body:Hey was up Liv? Just wanted to drop by and thank you for gracing me with your beautiful feet. I have a major foot-fetish and you satisfy it extremely. I am not a freak or a crazy ass dude. Just giving props where props are due. Thank God for you..... LMAO! Later!

Jamie

Bittersweet "Good" byes
It was great to see him and spend time with him and love him and hold him and kiss him. The reality is though, that had I not gone to visit him and let things stay the same I would not hurt so much as I am now. I miss him so badly and yet grr...God I was with him yesterday!!! And now?!? >_< I wish I won the lotto or something ( Read more... )